Tilly Said What? Wait, What??

after all is said and done....something still seems off. i pretend as if the reality that i just crashed into like a 20-foot icy wave has left me standing. yet, i am down. not for the count though. i am back up dueling with the force. my sentimentality has almost succeeded in defeating what's left of my idealistic tendencies. or wait, make that reality squelching the hope that burns within. not sure that fire can ever be out. embers, if nothing else, remain.

close calls. how close is too close to get burned?

if we're never satisfied, what are we looking for? db and i recursively addressed this theme. no apparent answer in sight. whirlwinds surround my frontal lobe. which direction i choose insignificant to the whole. keep hangin those pictures. see what you want to see. vision blurs to reveal.

peace out bra...moi

Um, okay...
1. What just happened?
2. I just came across this email in my hotmail drafts...never sent. Addressed to myself.
3. WT that? As YuppieWife likes to say. Seriously, W.T.F?
3. Is that me trying to wax philosophical? Is that even me? Who WAS that? Peace out BRA??" Whaaaat?
4. I was writing all lower-case, so that was def in my grad school days.
5. It was written on March 7, but no year--but I'm going to go ahead and use my "frontal lobe" and say 2003.
6. Tilly said what?